She Who Must Not Be Named

Imagine being me.

Imagine your father being tied a collar to his neck and drag and kicked around like a dog.
Imagine your mother made a whore by her husband and told to fuck anyone anybody told her to.

Imagine that.

And imagine that you can only watch, you have to watch it all.
But you can do nothing about it.

Imagine yourself at that postion.

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Now you know half of my feeling.

New Year

Sbgai tanda perpisahan, jom kita share 1 cite.. Cite ni aku dgr dari kecik lagi, dan banyak define hati aku utk xberdendam..

Waktu aku kecik dulu, macam tadika kot. Ada 2 budak gadoh dan dendam. Setiap kali sorang buat salah, yang lagi sorang akan report. Kalo sorang lagi ada silap jwb ke, sorang tu gelak cam nak mampos. dan da tentu la bdak2 laen gelakkn budak 2 ekor ni..

Ada la sorg cekgu pempuan yg bk hati dan lembut ni tau pasal gado dorang ni. So dia tegur la dorang.. dan ckp jgn berdendam.. Blaja la memaafkan. Xnk mengalah, dua2 ni soalkn kt cikgu pesal plak??

Cekgu tu xjwb dgn poyo psl dosa neraka pahala syurga apa sume. Pe la budak tu kesah psl bnda pas mati kan. Dia ckp, esok dia jwb.

Esoknya, dia bawak pisang byk g klas. Pastu dia tnya satu klas, spe ada dendam, mrh dgn org lain yg disimpan lm2.. Sorg demi sorg mengaku, aku xtermasuk.. Pastu dia ulang, xbaik berdendam. Kalo xcaya, sape ada dendam, ambik pisang ni dan simpan je bwh meja slagi ada dendam. So ramai la yg ambik pisang tu, termasuk la yg asalnya xmgaku ada dendam dgn org, termasuk la aku.

So ktorg pn simpn la pisang tu, kdg2 lupe pn ada.. Ada la yg memaafkn kot org yg didendaminye, buang pisang tu, tp xramai la, aku xtermasuk. Makin lm, pisang tu makin busuk dan sgt jelik da bau. Da xthn, ktorg tnya cekgu Siti. Bole x ktorg buang pisang ni? Busuk la...

Pastu dia jwb, pisang tu adalah dendam korg; meja tu hati korg.. Slama mn korg berdendam, membenci satu sama lain, ada pisang busuk yg mereput yg jelik dlm ht korg. Blaja la memaafkn org, lepaskn salah org, sume org pernah bt slah.. So ramai la yg memafkn, buang pisang tu.. Budak dua ekor tu menangez dan peluk satu sm lain dan akhirnye jd besfren smpi masing2 kawen. Dgr cite, ble sorg tu pregnant, sorg jd bidan, dan mcm tu la sbaliknya..

Dengan itu, sbgai penutup tahun br ni.. Mari la kita memaafkn salah silap org yang dah lalu...

Isa Samad: Najib's Latest Corruption Disaster

Berita hari tu bgtau Isa Samad dilantik jd pngerusi br Pelda gantikn pgerusi sblum ni.. Knpa msti Isa? Kenapa perlu bg Felda yg punya byk tanah kt Isa yg jual mcm2 tnh Melayu kt Cina n org asing time dia jd MB NgeriSmbilan dl? Knpa bg kt Isa yg da mgaku dia main politik wang, bukan rasuah?? Dah habis ek businessman Melayu kt Mlaysia ni smpi Najib bengong itu harus memilih Isa Sogok itu jd pgerusi Pelda?

Interestingly BERNAMA kate rakyat felda pahang suke dgn plantikan ni.. ahakz.. Really? Let's see d result in Tenang. Lagipun, npe xtnya rkyat felda n9 je? Lets see what they tink bout it.. Hahaha... Bongok pnya Najib. Sj je nk trus menjatuhkan UMNO ku yg tercinta neh....

Photoshopping 2: On to Blurring Effect

This image must've made you some impression, ain't it? So cool right? Really made the tree on the left a center of the focus without really being in the center.. How do we do it? Alright, making a blur is easy. But how do we integrate the blurred effect and the normal pixture?

And that, is what will we be covering here.

Resolution, and Moody

Hmm.. tahun br ni start sm je kot. aku xbrapa faham nape orang sibuk2 nak buat azam kalo sampai Mei dia dah lupa pun apa azam tu.... i mean, let's hope everything better this year je la kot.

not that i don't have sebarang target, ada je. first and foremost, nak dapat duet, pastu nak makan supaya dapat lalui satu hari tanpa lapar. =p! tp target aku lagi simple kot. nak keje stabil by d end of dis month. pastu xsabar2 nak tengok pmpuan kt tmpat keje aku yang sangat annoying ni g tmpat laen. hahahahaha....

my bestfren sedikit moody hari ni. wif no reason.. cam xpaham sket. mengapakah? aku je ek dlm dunia ni yang bangun and smile? ntah la. i always said. when you're life in shit this deep, the only way is up. (well, ada movie laen dulu cakap, aku curik je. hahaha...)

adakah aku ptut bersedih? kecewa? trasa? jauh d sudut ht aku tau jwpnnya yes.. but not again. haha.. not now. kang ble smpai masa aku nangis kang, biar aku nangis pepuas.

btw, happy new year!

p/s. talking bout 2011 kn, take a look at this 2011 bmw 1 series... meleleh dowh...